Another indoor rain shower

It's been another rainy day in my car, in my office, in my home! There aren't enough kleenex. Everyone asks, "What's wrong?" "Just having a bad day," I say as I push my sunglasses on harder. They don't fool anyone, but I don't care. I still don't like crying in front of people. Had to take my anti-panic meds twice today! Haven't even taken any in weeks, but started back yesterday. Life sucks and I'm not coping with that very well!